Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Finals does some weird things to your head ... is it because you're actually attempting to focus your brain for an extended period of time, and then your brain, in rebellion, just spouts off because it no longer wants to be harnessed for the purpose of studying?

I probably could have studied harder, but I can't stand the waiting. Just need to prolong the pain. I don't think I've ever gotten to a point where I've studied enough. You know those people who say they're done studying? As in, they have studied, and feel they have sufficient command of the material .. and further study would be redundant. I don't think I've ever gotten to that point. It's always ... oh, more time? I guess I'll study some more. Stupid Lynbrook mentality. I wish there was someway to just know when to stop.

(Some of you probably think I'm nuts ... but everyone has their eccentricities yes? Is that even a word? Eccentricities? How about caca-poo-poo-head? <-- Yup, there's your finals brain speaking right there...right-e-o.)

I guess that's part of learning to trust God too.

I'm allowed to live to make the Maker smile
I vow to give the best years of my life
Right now I live to make the Maker smile
I'm free to give the best years of my life

-- Ten Shekel Shirt, "Risk"

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