Re-read some old entries. I've definitely grown a lot this past year ... much of the frustration that was there before has been filled with promise and hope ... but new frustrations have arisen.
I definitely used to be a better writer. Even if it was about more trivial things.
Its weird though, I think I've definitely become more aware of the pride in my life ... this isn't too say I was total humble last year or whatever .. but I guess I recognized my insufficiencies and shortcomings, and I wasn't afraid to say that I was "poor and needy." And subsequently, whenever God showed me something pretty rad ... I was quick to share and quick to express the simple joy in that. (I suppose this is something that comes out from "growing" ... we somehow become more mature and our needs become more sophisticated and complicated. Yeah. right.) I would very much like to think that my needs and stresses have changed significantly in this past year (because yeah, I've become "older and wiser"), but yeah ... everything is very much the same rehashed in a different context.
This isn't necessarily a bad thing.
Who are you? Where are you going? What are you doing to get there? What do you live for? What would you die for? What drives you? What's most important in life? What are you doing to ensure those things are cherished and valued? Are you breathing in abundant skies yet?